but this will only last four weeks.
WHY DIDN'T THEY JUST LAY US OFF BACK IN NOVEMBER!?!?! I would be less stressed out living off the government. and working non-stop on projects....
next week, mock interviews.
I also need to sketch for my next concept and have them scanned.
last night I had horrible dreams.
I want to quit. I was crying in my sleep. on top of that, I was freeeeeezing.
I've never been more stressed in my life.
I need a rock, something to keep me tethered before I go off the deep end.
also I'm going to need caffience and friends to tell me to stay focused.
gaming is out of the question til after I graduate.
for the next four weeks, I'm going to be crazy, emotional, stupid. just a list of bad things. I don't want to offend anyone. I'm going to snap and I may threatened your life. I'm going to want to tear out my hair and if you're too close I might tear yours out too.
this is EVERYONE'S warning. even my family is going to be very cautious around me.
I love you all... I hope I don't lose myself during this process